[An exegesis and reflection on Mark 1:40-45]
In the readings this week we may consider the primary themes that of ‘expulsion’ and ‘re-entry.’ A man, in Leviticus, when he was declared unclean by the priest or by the community was expelled for the safety of the whole. He had to cry out “Unclean!” to warn others of his passing and live outside the community of believers.
In the Gospel of Mark, Jesus cleanses a leper who comes to him. He says with heartfelt sincerity, “If you will it, you can make me clean.” Jesus, pitying the man, expresses His divine power and says, “I do will it. Be made clean.” But our Lord also gives him a command: Tell no one; go to the priest and offer for your cleansing what Moses provides. Jesus is allowing this man to reenter the community and to join himself fully to the people of God.
Yet the cleansed man disobeys Jesus. We are not sure, but the evidence that the Gospel provides suggests that he did not go to the priest and instead he told everybody of the affair. At first glance, this man would seem to be doing Jesus a favor: he is proclaiming the power of God to the people and others, in turn, flock to him!
But in disobeying Jesus, this man effectively expelled Jesus from that same community He came to serve. The Gospel tells us that Jesus remained in a deserted place. Everyone “came to him from everywhere.”
Initially we may admire those in the Gospel who go to Jesus and seek Him out, but the Gospel is framed in a way to make us pause and reflect on the truth it teaches.
Jesus wants to enter the community of believers but, along the way is stopped by a man seeking His mercy and His healing. We too go to Mass, receive the Sacraments, and seek Jesus in good faith; this I believe. Yet a multitude rush to Jesus when one receives what he desired. In our own hearts we have many competing desires, wants, and pains. While we recognize our need for Jesus, when all of these things in our heart rush to Jesus at once they may indeed be healed, but it also leaves Jesus outside of us.
Jesus wants to enter into our communities, our families, and our hearts. When we go to Jesus with our wants and needs we are, in a sense, in control. When we allow Christ to come to us we allow Him to be in control and to heal what He needs to heal at the core of our being. Our core wound is our separation from the perfect love of God.
Of course we should pray for healing and help, but when we get better or when we weather a storm, how often do we find ourselves returning to the same old sin, the same old habits, and the same old wounds over and over again? Sometimes going to Jesus isn’t enough, and it isn’t what will actually heal us. We need to allow Jesus to come to us and we need to receive Jesus on His terms.
This is difficult because Jesus may comfort us or He may challenge us. Many of us are in the habit of asking, but few reflect on the act of receiving His love and His grace, which He bestows readily and freely.
How, then, are we to allow Jesus to enter into our community, our homes, and our hearts? It begins, first, with prayer. Getting away for a moment and praying for ourselves, not just for our wants but for something far more important: His mercy. Jesus came to express the power of God, yes, but the power of God is expressed most profoundly in His love and mercy. Prayer prepares our hearts to seek and receive the Lord. Thus silence is also essential to receiving Jesus.
Moreover, reading the Scriptures openly and prayerfully helps us to receive God. In reading Scripture without agenda or expectation of one, we allow the word of God to speak to us. Scripture speaks to us where we are in our lives and, I guarantee to you, it also reveals to us what we need to hear – whether it is consoling, rebuking, or challenging.
Among other things are spiritual directors, the Sacraments, the teachings of the Church – all given to us to allow us to meet Jesus according to His desires and not on our own terms. While some directions, some Sacraments, and some teachings may seem contrary to us, they work more deeply in that they teach us to be humble and they teach us to reflect on what we truly desire: the desire behind all desires. Namely, the One and True God who desires that we be one with Him, as the Father and Son are one.
This day do not expel Jesus from your hearts, but hear His voice, do as He commands, and wait for Him. He will enter the homes of all who prepare a place for Him.